monolith.

my curious wanderer.

pieces that is falling apart.

hollowed existence.

this is a breaking monolith.

you are only passing through.

dissolving without a trace.

pulling you apart and out.

descending.

the deeper you go.

this is a breaking monolith.

a brief illumination.

weightless.

the dream inside a dream.

i am learning how to disappear.

this is a breaking monolith.

nothing stays.

silence becomes loss.

into the life beneath the skin.

tears washing away.

this is a breaking monolith.

you are only passing through.

...

 

wuthering.

do you think i should exists.

a heavy burden inside.

sometimes i wish i didn't.

lay down wuthering...

factors through my mind.

god like malice.

the fear is you have any questions about it would you escape from it.

my dear reason.

sworn to secrecy.

lay down wuthering...

angel of love.

angel of mercy.

i want you to bleed for me.

i just want to watch you bleed for me.

raptured.

i am your vital experiment.

faltered.

...

oleander.

im sinking.

haunted wallflowers by thousands prayers among the weaklings.

the broken last orchids.

my last thoughts rising back.

i can't understand that you are not there for me.

drowning slowly. im done crying out of the shattered pieces.

behind the frailed oleander.

of the person i became.

im sinking away. 

catching my breath.

i better not see you finding me.

im fine again.

im fine again.

every truth i thought i had.

it's a broken memory.

will it hold me or erase.

im rewriting every question.

i am every world unsaid.

you have said enough now.

behind the frailed oleander.

of the person i became.

im sinking away.

catching my breath.

reflected in a thousand eyes.

i feel the edges of existence.

im fine again.

im fine again.

I'll hold your hand through everything. 

...

the other side.

hopeless and afraid.

an borrowed offer that you cannot refuse.

you are hovering over above me.

staring, waiting, paused.

in the other side of the room.

cleared by the thought of the way.

are you bound to escape.

black tongue, stellar eyes.

feeding its existence.

you seemed like to be able to be 

less sanctioned.

screaming, crying, restless.

in the other side of the room.

painless inside the vein.

taste the poison.

don't you dare pray for your martyrs.

the past silhouette of yourself.

weak remains.

you are hovering over me again.

defy me...

oh defy me...

no longer here anymore.

it's following me slowly...

...

beautiful melancholia.

a still haven still within me.

colours fade to grey. 

furthermore mirror to accept this cage i am living in undone.

holy fuck this is my beautiful melancholia.

you have awoken in me.

a simple spare me.

breathing slowly into me.

what keeps me alive are certainties not fear. 

a lullaby for the clearing.

wake me up when there's simple beauty is happening. 

dawn forgets my shape and name.

holy fuck this is my beautiful melancholia.

you have awoken in me.

a simple sorrow.

holding slowly into me.

broken light and hollow years.

standing still in all of this motion. 

hold me in the aftermath. 

holy fuck this is my beautiful melancholia. 

you have awoken in me.

...

inert the cord.

shivering.

our hearts and of thee.

connected.

i know what we did.

i know what we can have.

tied bound by halved.

please cut it.

inert the cord.

it's killing inside of me.

damaged minds, burdened wraiths.

crawled and tortured.

in an emotional prison. 

connected.

i know what we did.

i know what we can have.

rip this together apart.

please cut it.

inert the cord.

it's killing inside of me. 

falling apart it seems very well.

into every broken dream.

drowning slow in what we were.

the absence in my heart.

connected.

i trace the shape of all your promises.

hold me in the aftermath.

im not empty, i'm just open.

echoes in my heart.

never stops.

inert the cord.

stillness.

...

downfall.

a phantom.

inside a borrowed silence.

mirrors speaking in reverse.

shapes i can't rehearse.

buried in my mind.

seems like a broken heaven.

everytime i look within.

this is a downfall unspoken.

in scattered pulses around me.

half a memory, half a lie.

feeling rhe edges of existence.

screaming at the curling sky.

buried in my mind.

seems like a broken heaven.

everytime i look within.

this is a downfall unspoken. 

fragments of my shadow.

was never really here.

...