marrowbone.

hesitate slowly.

a eartheater. 

slither closer to me.

in my marrowbone.

i should partake in this wreckage.

a victim of delirium.

aurora burning.

pain through the spinal.

dreaming of fate.

i am losing my mind.

i am afraid of this.

i cry in black tears to know you're alive.

under the devil's wing.

i know that you are the other half of me.

are you awake to see what's in front of you.

are you awake to crawl into me and tell me that im still here.

in my marrowbone.

i should partake in this wreckage.

a victim of delirium. (i see.)

i see you have a heavy heartbeat.

let me hear yours.

all i know is you're still here with me.

under the devil's wing.

wide awake. 

in the dark.

...

a witness inside.

it keeps breathing through the veins. (dream eater.)

it retreats, it remains.

you weren't meant to be human.

i promised within a promise.

is this our own hell...

escaping from our wastelands.

grey changelings again.

beauty is chrysalis.

you weren't meant to be human.

a prison made of virtues.

a witness inside.

close pulse.

maybe i was never breaking.

maybe i was learning how to divine.

disconnect the body.

ghosts in parallel existence.

something underneath the signal.

calls me back through static veins.

you weren't meant to be human.

just on your own.

...

the shape of water returned.

i watched the celling bend around the morning.

sunlight spilled through fractured movements.

like a thought i left behind.

im on my knees.

falling in and out of love.

i could feel the weight of absence.

carrying oceans we don't understand.

maybe the tide was never leaving.

through corridors of fading blue.

without becoming lost.

searching for the shape of something.

that reminded me of you.

tracing every fault line in the surface.

counting every cost.

all the words i couldn't carry.

flow beyond the reach of sound.

like water leaving open fingers.

returning to the ground.

searching for the shape of something.

that reminded me of you.

somewhere in the distance.

a version of myself remains.

watching all these borrowed moments.

wash away like summer rain.

every loss begins again.

all the love that i couldn't hold.

becomes the light i leave around.

like water leaving open fingers.

returning to the ground.

...

monolith.

my curious wanderer.

pieces that is falling apart.

hollowed existence.

this is a breaking monolith.

you are only passing through.

dissolving without a trace.

pulling you apart and out.

descending.

the deeper you go.

this is a breaking monolith.

a brief illumination.

weightless.

the dream inside a dream.

i am learning how to disappear.

this is a breaking monolith.

nothing stays.

silence becomes loss.

into the life beneath the skin.

tears washing away.

this is a breaking monolith.

you are only passing through.

...

 

wuthering.

do you think i should exists.

a heavy burden inside.

sometimes i wish i didn't.

lay down wuthering...

factors through my mind.

god like malice.

the fear is you have any questions about it would you escape from it.

my dear reason.

sworn to secrecy.

lay down wuthering...

angel of love.

angel of mercy.

i want you to bleed for me.

i just want to watch you bleed for me.

raptured.

i am your vital experiment.

faltered.

...

oleander.

im sinking.

haunted wallflowers by thousands prayers among the weaklings.

the broken last orchids.

my last thoughts rising back.

i can't understand that you are not there for me.

drowning slowly. im done crying out of the shattered pieces.

behind the frailed oleander.

of the person i became.

im sinking away. 

catching my breath.

i better not see you finding me.

im fine again.

im fine again.

every truth i thought i had.

it's a broken memory.

will it hold me or erase.

im rewriting every question.

i am every world unsaid.

you have said enough now.

behind the frailed oleander.

of the person i became.

im sinking away.

catching my breath.

reflected in a thousand eyes.

i feel the edges of existence.

im fine again.

im fine again.

I'll hold your hand through everything. 

...

the other side.

hopeless and afraid.

an borrowed offer that you cannot refuse.

you are hovering over above me.

staring, waiting, paused.

in the other side of the room.

cleared by the thought of the way.

are you bound to escape.

black tongue, stellar eyes.

feeding its existence.

you seemed like to be able to be 

less sanctioned.

screaming, crying, restless.

in the other side of the room.

painless inside the vein.

taste the poison.

don't you dare pray for your martyrs.

the past silhouette of yourself.

weak remains.

you are hovering over me again.

defy me...

oh defy me...

no longer here anymore.

it's following me slowly...

...