petals.

i launched into your arms.

fulfilled of safety.

i know we just met in this life.

i feel like you know me.

here i am sitting on a bed filled with petals.

knowing that you belong with me.

my heart craves you.

i need to know you.

my mind is racing to see you.

here i am sitting on a bed filled with petals.

knowing that you belong with me. 

my head laying on your chest. 

heavily breathing.

heaven brought me to you.

moth.

a beautiful moth dances through my skin.

i open my eyes to see it disappear from me.

i gently frown.

wishing for you to come back and save me.

hollow crown, shallow ground.

i gently frown.

endless crying for you to come back and save me.

please stay with me.

even dancing through my skin.

a beautiful moth.

please stay with me.

for good and eternally. 

there's no sun here just nightfall every single day. 

a beautiful haze. 

within me.

locust house.

are you ready for the rapture?

they whispered this is gods punishment

the bloodletting in your hands

banned in exile

holy crooked walls filled with crosses 

praying on your knees

have you sinned

for a crime you didn't commit

are you willing to confess (confess)

do you hear them

inside this locust house

she pleads for you to help her

you refused but pleaded to

guilty for being a sinner

have you sinned

for a crime you didn't commit

are you willing to confess (confess)

do you hear them

inside this locust house

the bloodletting on your hands

eyes gone wider

mass after mass

banned in exile

an exorcism she needed

a unknown possession

have you sinned 

for a crime you didn't commit

are you willing to confess (confess)

do you hear them

inside this locust house

clementine.

i kiss the wound that you have opened 

my sweet darling clementine

hold my hand

tell me what's bothering you

you're delicate offerings

gentle and fragile

you sworn to secrecy to never tell

you can whisper in my ear

don't be in fear

my sweet clementine

hold my hand

tell me everything about what's has happened here.

you hold me down

nobody will hurt you

i will not let that be

my sweet clementine

let me wash your tears away

i will be here 

till your wound have opened up again.

let's not stay here. 

...

still haven.

waiting for the waves to wash over me.

grey skies looming over me.

i see a stillness over me.

isn't there a still haven over there in me.

my eyes close.

i run through the fields.

i walk over to the closed door waiting for you.

i see a stillness over me.

isn't there a still haven over there in me.

my breath so cold i want to be inside.

but im just here waiting for the waves to wash over me.

distance silence.

i see a stillness over me.

isn't there a still haven over there in me. 

my eyes close.

this is a new home now.

meet me in the still haven. 

...