Saturday, January 31, 2026

im still here.

we were both one.

just a beauty thing after another.

i fell for you

you fell for me.

naked and used up for decay.

i use your false heart as a poised.

i just wanna sleep in your arms.

i still take myself as a warning sign i must say.

never told too late.

im still here.

im still here.

im still here.

there's is heaven surrounding us all.

a featherweight.

don't want to see if it's for something granted. 

my limbs are numb.

i'm broken and fragile. 

yet im still here.

yet im still here.

yet im still here.

we're both severely faded.

is this a blessing or a true punishment from our altars.

the awakening is becoming above us.

yet im still here.

yet im still here.

yet im still here.

i don't want to let you go down there.

i will hold you. 

don't let that fade away from us.

please. 

... 

Wednesday, January 7, 2026

in due time.

(i wrote this while bedridden, enjoy.)

in an unforgivable time.
your thoughts and memories stayed with me.
im sorry that you couldn't come through.
in due time.
in due time.
in due time.

this piece of marsh we promised to be buried in. 
i can't never forget your face.
watching me in the lowest of me.
in due time.
in due time.
in due time.

i will never forget you.
don't think i won't.
in due time.
...

monolith.

my curious wanderer. pieces that is falling apart. hollowed existence. this is a breaking monolith. you are only passing through. dissolving...