Thursday, April 23, 2026

oleander.

im sinking.

haunted wallflowers by thousands prayers among the weaklings.

the broken last orchids.

my last thoughts rising back.

i can't understand that you are not there for me.

drowning slowly. im done crying out of the shattered pieces.


behind the frailed oleander.

of the person i became.

im sinking away. 

catching my breath.

i better not see you finding me.

im fine again.

im fine again.


every truth i thought i had.

it's a broken memory.

will it hold me or erase.

im rewriting every question.

i am every world unsaid.

you have said enough now.


behind the frailed oleander.

of the person i became.

im sinking away.

catching my breath.

reflected in a thousand eyes.

i feel the edges of existence.

im fine again.

im fine again.

I'll hold your hand through everything. 

...

monolith.

my curious wanderer. pieces that is falling apart. hollowed existence. this is a breaking monolith. you are only passing through. dissolving...