forsaken.

have you forsaken me...

nocturnally pales upon the frail.

look at me.

in every frail, fleeting phrase.

i cannot speak, i cannot hear.

i know that you are staring down at me.

look at me.

a language grief can't sterilize.

a stillness. 

so pale, so fragile. 

the dark keep stitching memories.

open wounds i kept within.

i follow them through loss and prayer.

the others composes.

with memories i can't unrun.

i close my eyes. 

do you carry the truths, do you hold the thorn.

your shadow blooms through its grieving.

i forget what once was mine.

have you forsaken me.

like a prayer that forgot who it's for.

...

equilibrium.

hush.

awaken now.

abaddon me.

broken aeons.

contagion.

i am your test subject.

pale being in your bounds.

equilibrium.

i am your session 32.

stalking me.

i see you having a way with me.

watching me bleed slowly.

spinning and spinning in spirals.

losing my sanity in hell here.

equilibrium.

i am your session 32.

i don't want to be found.

i am alone here.

watching me suffering.

spinning around me for worse.

is this my true hell.

equilibrium.

i am your session 32.

i am not your patient anymore.

i am godless.

i am pured and sainted.

i don't want to be found.

i am alone here.

always.

...

grimoire.

closer and closer.

opened minds.

don't disturb the current.

grimoire dissolves, open wide.

kiss the void it tastes like me.

a funeral wrapped in melody.

i brought you dust.

don't disturb the current.

grimoire dissolves, open wide.

in every loss im sinking down.

your heaven weeps but never saves.

i am the hymn of endings near.

in the silence i remain.

kiss the void it tastes like me.

a funeral wrapped in melody.

i still don't know what this means but it seems poisoned enough.

ever near loss.

...