as above so below.

sweet obsidian.

you wake up beside me.

pale aura.

you can see right through me.

i see gloom faces.

shallow glances.

you held my heart tightly.

i feel pain inside of me.

i want to feel free from you.

falling apart from each other.

you can see right through me.

im glowing in this peril hell.

you trapped in my mind that i cannot see.

im on the other side of my tourniquet.

as above so below.

deep below me.

you can see right through me.

covered me in bloom.

what do you have to loose.

mouthful of black blood.

my heartbeat pulled by its strings.

obscured illusioned corpus.

as above so below.

deep below me.

you can see right through me.

nothing is ever lost.

don't stop.

...

becoming signal.

nearer and nearer.

your hand around my throat.

they're all around us.

closer to where i fall.

i know, i know, i know what you are.

my pulse repeats your name in white.

every thought a coded prayer,

I’m static humming through the air.

you tore my voice from the inside out,

now I sing what you dream about.

I’m not human, I’m becoming signal,

lost in the hum so cold, so digital.

your touch rewrote the skin I knew,

I am the ghost that echoes you.

my veins replaced with silver lines,

orbiting you in endless time.

i see the world in spectral celestial.

a thousand suns inside my womb.

heaven opens an empty code,

i find salvation in the overload.

if I disappear, don’t mourn my name,

i became the spark that lit your flame.

you reach through me, through wires and tears,

your love erased my final fears.

I wanted god, I found your eyes,

I wanted truth, I vaporized.

I wanna feel whole again. 

I’m not human, I’m becoming signal,

lost in the hum, so cold, so digital.

your touch rewrote the skin I knew,

i am the ghost that echoes you.

I dissolve where your silence sings,

my halo’s built from broken wings.

in your light, I ceased to be.

and that’s how you remembered me.

...

broken crimson.

I'll pray for you.

in a reverie.

afraid and chosen.

whom to who i am forsaken to be.

stitched me into the void.

i dare you.

your burnt offerings.

a broken crimson.

without you i would go apart.

leaving me whole.

an equal heavener.

would you let me in.

tear your heart out.

piece by piece.

peel me open see through saint.

paint me perfect then watch me faint.

a broken crimson.

i breathe you like an electric prayer.

weightless in your holy lie.

you said I'd burn but i learned to fly.

...

anemone.

a beautiful haunting.

you calling my name but i can't see you.

you holding my hand.

you told me you loved me.

i am lost in serenity.

unseen and unheard of.

i can't know where you are.

my pulse is cold. 

in fear that is you dear.

you're a lost soul haunting a memory.

anemone.

on your grave.

my yearning heart believes you're still here.

haunting me.

i could cross the veil tonight.

pull me back with phantom hands.

you're gone but never left me.

you're a lost soul haunting a memory.

anemone.

on your grave.

our love won't decay.

i live with the ache we made.

you haunting me. 

you're gone but can't let you fade.

i cannot do it.

you're just an echo.

i keep your ghost beneath my skin.

let it pull me in silence.

...