Monday, September 22, 2025

sweet hereafter.

holy messer.

a wishful serenade.

sweet hypnosis.

i give you so much of myself.

i know i shouldn't have.

i find my soul in you.


mercy me.

i am grateful for your presence here.

in the clear everblack.

my sweet hereafter.


pulling me closer with thorns.

a sea of stars colliding.

i gave you so much of myself.

you were my half life.

lost in the labyrinthe again.

...

Wednesday, September 17, 2025

wicked little things.

mirror mirror who has forsaken me?

i remain alone in my content.

these shadows dwell over me.

i watched as you are staring at me.

i don't know that if its reasonable.


the crack in the ground.

broken and deep hollowed.

your eyes still looking at me.

i am not afraid of you.

are you made of fate

are you made of darkness

are you made of regret

in this fiery descent.


what are you even doing here.

these shadows dwell over me.

the blood has faded.

weaker and gentle.


a dissolved gathering.

hold your breath.

I'll save you right here.

don't remain still.

don't remain still, my love.


the blood is kept warm.

funeral moon.

the thorns getting more tigher.

you can let it go.

do you not belong here.

you can let it go.


the writing in the wall.

our hands entwined.

wicked little things.

timeless.

i won't let you go.

veins that are still sacred.


i remain alone. 

a wishful serenade. 

...

Sunday, September 14, 2025

in requiem.

a haunted sympathy.
in requiem.
you are the fallen.
my sorrow eternal prince.
you have just lost.
how can you forgive yourself
i won't never let you in again.
broken empathy. 

a taste for prey.
a haunted memory.
in requiem.
you are the fallen.

i know you'll never be true.
i don't believe you.
it's never coming back to hurt me.
small bites on your mouth.
don't think that is the other way around.
endlessly flawed.

a taste of blood.
a haunted sympathy.
in requiem.
you are the fallen. 

blinded by cold sorrow.
i will never forget.
i will never forget.
a haunted sympathy.
...

Saturday, September 13, 2025

the pod.

four crystal walls.

memories of the ocean.

stitched in my mind.

marks in my arm for days.

whispers turns into echoes.

black tears down my face.

dark room.

shallow light.

in a place of madness.


please let me leave this place.

the pod is where i am laid to rest.

lost upon the spiral.

im begging for release.


i see you coming towards me.

im by the shore.

you tell me you want me but im trapped inside these walls.

i held your face. you hold my heart.

i feel you open me up slowly and look inside.

i remember you.


please let me leave this place.

the pod is where i am laid to rest.

lost upon the spiral.

i don't belong here. 


i disappear into the ocean.

blank black eyes look at me.

im stuck inside the pod again.

lost upon the spiral.

im begging to fade away.

...

Thursday, September 11, 2025

before the devil who knows.

malice is here.
nails sharply through my skin.
i cry for mercy.
the crucified.
they said they would bury me alive today.
sacrifice me down below.
taste of black blood in my mouth.
my cold body. im restless and afraid.
im on my knees.
screaming to be damned.

before the devil who knows.
the scratches on my back.
he's coming for me.
he's coming for me.
he's coming for me.

surrender me.
before i fall. 
bury me down below.
he has marked me.
i am his.
take me to the stake.
my cold body i screamed for death.
the earth i taste and feared.
my breathing is hollowed.

before the devil who knows.
the scratches on my back.
he's coming for me.
he's coming for me.
he's coming for me.
malice is here.
...

Tuesday, September 9, 2025

the endless.

blood against my thighs.

crying about nothing.

the endless.

im standing against the grain.

an cold embrace.

a simple silksong.

please hush now please.

i was the simple angel you wanted.

you wanted to keep me bound.


a disposed grimoire.

you crashing into me grimly.

im frightened by your offer.

i swear.


scratch me until i bleed.

it's only a matter of life and death.

we are mourning your wounds.

kiss the pain away. 

I'll held you in my arms baby.

disappear into dust.


a disposed grimore.

you can have me all you want.

im frightened by your offer.

im not.

im not.

this is the endless. 

...

Saturday, September 6, 2025

epiphany.


i saw you watching over me.

on a windowpane.

did you want to tell me something.

i want to hear you scream.

my beautiful angel.

what have you done.

you foretold yourself.

sweet epiphany.


you want to come closer to me.

i can feel you.

did you want to tell me something.

i want to hear you call my name.

my beautiful angel.

what have you done.

you foretold yourself.

sweet epiphany.


hold me, breathe into me.

don't be in fear of yourself.

you whimpering cries haunted pleads.

i saw you hovering over me.

awaken.

your tears stained through my skin.

i feel your warmth.

i whispered your fate.


my beautiful angel.

what have you done.

you foretold yourself.

sweet epiphany.

...

(yayyy for the opeth reference somewhere in there.

monolith.

my curious wanderer. pieces that is falling apart. hollowed existence. this is a breaking monolith. you are only passing through. dissolving...