the shape of water returned.

i watched the celling bend around the morning.

sunlight spilled through fractured movements.

like a thought i left behind.

im on my knees.

falling in and out of love.

i could feel the weight of absence.

carrying oceans we don't understand.

maybe the tide was never leaving.

through corridors of fading blue.

without becoming lost.

searching for the shape of something.

that reminded me of you.

tracing every fault line in the surface.

counting every cost.

all the words i couldn't carry.

flow beyond the reach of sound.

like water leaving open fingers.

returning to the ground.

searching for the shape of something.

that reminded me of you.

somewhere in the distance.

a version of myself remains.

watching all these borrowed moments.

wash away like summer rain.

every loss begins again.

all the love that i couldn't hold.

becomes the light i leave around.

like water leaving open fingers.

returning to the ground.

...

monolith.

my curious wanderer.

pieces that is falling apart.

hollowed existence.

this is a breaking monolith.

you are only passing through.

dissolving without a trace.

pulling you apart and out.

descending.

the deeper you go.

this is a breaking monolith.

a brief illumination.

weightless.

the dream inside a dream.

i am learning how to disappear.

this is a breaking monolith.

nothing stays.

silence becomes loss.

into the life beneath the skin.

tears washing away.

this is a breaking monolith.

you are only passing through.

...

 

wuthering.

do you think i should exists.

a heavy burden inside.

sometimes i wish i didn't.

lay down wuthering...

factors through my mind.

god like malice.

the fear is you have any questions about it would you escape from it.

my dear reason.

sworn to secrecy.

lay down wuthering...

angel of love.

angel of mercy.

i want you to bleed for me.

i just want to watch you bleed for me.

raptured.

i am your vital experiment.

faltered.

...