oleander.

im sinking.

haunted wallflowers by thousands prayers among the weaklings.

the broken last orchids.

my last thoughts rising back.

i can't understand that you are not there for me.

drowning slowly. im done crying out of the shattered pieces.

behind the frailed oleander.

of the person i became.

im sinking away. 

catching my breath.

i better not see you finding me.

im fine again.

im fine again.

every truth i thought i had.

it's a broken memory.

will it hold me or erase.

im rewriting every question.

i am every world unsaid.

you have said enough now.

behind the frailed oleander.

of the person i became.

im sinking away.

catching my breath.

reflected in a thousand eyes.

i feel the edges of existence.

im fine again.

im fine again.

I'll hold your hand through everything. 

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